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Isolation
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Unable to recall a time without breathing this rarefied air, being filled by a feeling of continuous weariness and existential angst. Analysing every variation, storing them deep inside of me, with the awareness that they'll consume me, corrupting every single cell. The loss of every genuine connection with this world I live in, I have lost it all.
Nothing or no one has escaped in this land from the conversion. I'm nothing but a machine myself, built with my own hands. I'm nothing but a machine myself. Helplessness is my path. Are we really losing ourselves? The sense of our actions, our own identity? We are losing our own consciousness. A long road without objective.
The exhaustion, the beginning of decadence. The loss of every genuine connection with this world I live in, I have lost it all. Nothing or no one has escaped in this land from the conversion. Physiologically alive but mentally dead. This gave rise to the pleasure of destruction. Pleasure of destruction and passion to devour them all, including myself.
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Echo
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I'm a mere reflection without transforming or adding my lines. I'm a mere reflection, I feel the need to interact. Observing the world through my desires and anguish's lens, confusing illusion with reality. Creating it as I desire it to be. Conviction can only be rooted out by a substantial shock. Human's time doesn't spin in circles, it follows a straight line. That's why we don't achieve plenitude, repeating like an echo. This pathway has been monotonous and plain for many long years, without objective, nor thirst, without elevation. Being filled with fear and hate, with a lack of plain emotions. The need of living with the others, both joy and suffering. I'm a mere reflection, without transforming. I'm a mere reflection, I feel the need to interact.
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Dizziness
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This depth that enfolds before me fascinating, it awakens the desire to fall. My
concern creates a great shadow, blurred vision, out of reality. Seeking means to have an objective but finding means to be free. I don't know who I am, nor what I seek. In such a short life as ours we have no time to learn how to remain emotionally apart. I can't separate myself from the attraction of life. This depth that enfolds before me fascinating, it awakens the desire to fall. Is this resignation? A way to desist? I don't want to lose my essence. Is this worthwhile? In such a short life as ours we have no time to learn how to remain emotionally apart. I can't separate myself from the attraction of life. I don't know who I am, nor what I seek.
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Glancing Back
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Walking through a blasted land unable to discern the ruins surrounding me, like in a stage of lucid dreaming. A dense haze distorting. Without power of judgment, a white screen. Faint sound floating around with a certain touch reminiscent of a lost soul. With a restrained and soft voice, wishing to release it violently. A touch reminiscent of a lost soul. I can't construct a bridge in order to clear my inner voice and link my own truth with the real one. As the foundational idea disappears, we begin to perish. Passing the end of the line, losing its greatness. Seeming an effort to persuade, when I really wanted an end. Something's written in my face, just an ornament, devoid of any meaning. I glanced back to see if the emptiness was still there.
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Ascent
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Mid-Mountain
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As far as I can discern the only meaning of human life is illuminating in light of consciousness, the darkness of life. The obsessive need of writing a coherent universe, but this real and complex environment transcends human potential. There was no difference from where I started. It's led me to insanity. I can't unravel what's been achieved. I've followed every path until their end, leading me nowhere. Climbing just a little bit, visualizing the greatness of the mountain. The living man doesn't always react in the same way, he is another one at every moment. I will never be totally another. You can't step twice into the same stream. As far as I can discern the only meaning of human life is illuminating in light of consciousness, the darkness of life. The obsessive need of writing a coherent universe, but this real and complex environment transcends human potential. Coexisting on either side, between the light and the shadow. Accepting reality with every aspect of it, even if it's contrary to my own morality. Looking for the real actions and thoughts instead of praising the worstcase
scenarios.
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